Kenisha Nightshade
Guild, history and something .. weird .. E-mail
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Whoa  .. did it .. gathered my nerves and just send him a message. Turns out he was busy so no time to do the conversation. He would be around for me the next day, so set my hopes on that .. sadly once again it failed ..

Took us 5 days in total to get a moment on where we both where able to sit down and talk about things and we did. He was nice and soon after I got an invite, I am now a part of The Exodus Inquisition and the welcome was warm, everyone said welcome.

Noh is an angel .. her patience with me exceeds all thinkable limits.

She had to listen to my complaints and ramblings all the time while I was trying to get a hold on Zeon and he on me. She kind of stood in the middle of it all and never complained about it. I find that admirable and one of her true skills. Think it would not have been working in between us if she wasn’t.. I am not going to lie about it. I’m not easy to live with but she does it so naturally. Knows how to poke and mold me with such a ease I sometimes do not know what she just done but it helped me in one way or the other.

Spending time with her is nice, makes me happy and as I have had that experianced before in the past.

Sometimes I think back on those days on where we all where together and done insane but fun things, all 5 of us, heroics every night and just having fun .. somewhere it went wrong and we drifted apart, all with our own goals and things we wanted to do. Time went by and some succeeded, some gave up and others looked for new challenges as the current one was just not appealing anymore, it was worked out and managing almost on it’s own.

We lost contact, poked once a week or every 2 weeks. But not the way it was before and soon after people left. As did Noh, Staci and I for a while.

I once before left and gave up everything I had cause of someone I lost back than. After all that what had happened, being on the same place as she once been, made it hard.

When someone, not voluntary, is ripped away there is a emptiness, specially if you spend a lot of time with that person. Things remind you of her, people talk about her and places remind you of her .. it came to the point where the fun was gone, things where not interesting anymore and everyplace reminded yourself of her.

At that time it was time to start over again, new world, new people and new places to visit. It felt like the right thing to do.

Weird enough it seemed fate brought me to Noh, again it turned out to be afterwards. I gave numbers to each worlds and let the dice decide on where I would end up. Steamwheedle it was and I packed and travelled to there. Back than as Druid. Saw many guilds advertising and they wanted people, healers and tanks, as they are a rare breed it seems, was what they where looking for. Replied on some of them and one wanted me right away, so I joined them. No investigation towards the guild, what they did or how they where. Soo not like me but sometimes you have to dive in head first and see where and how it ends.

It worked out well and on a heroic I met her than, Noh, back than a shiny paladin in full armour she was breathtaking and awesomely skilled. Healing her was more than a mere pleasure. It made me feel tiny compared to her appearance. Carefully I winked and threw her a few kisses and flirts in the process to see if she would even notice it. Surprisingly enough she did and after the second time we done a heroic we stayed back and talked a lot. Well, she done the talking and I was just blushing away and looking for the words to reply towards what she said.

We spend more time together and her tanking skills where not the only awesome skills she had. Over time we spend a more and more time together with Staci and night, not to the liking of the guild and they decided to reclaim their tank and out of envy they wanted us to leave. But they where allowed to group together every night with the same people, we where not as we claimed their tank and they needed her for their own group. Sad moment, but seems that was the only way. So we did. Voluntarily or not.

We formed our own guild than, no option being kicked out of that one for sure and for a little while it all went fine than people went slowly their own way, I mainly followed Noh but when she was taken into an other guild as their main tank she could not refuse .. heck I did not wanted her to refuse. It was more than her passion to tank, so who am I to take away her passion and that what she loved to do.

I found my own new thing to do in the form of a raid community and spend a lot of time there, from being trial to even co-lead the place. I loved doing so and dedicated all my free time to it. Helping to make it work, iron out flaws and assist people where I could with my advice or opinions, battling against the evil monster called “emotionless writing” what caused some ager and frustration over time. A Medical condition changed that time spend there to a minimal and while I was struggling to get back on my feet, time flew by faster than I hoped for and soon I was behind on a lot of things, even on what was going on in the community .. I lost the touch and almost every time I thought I could do something, it was either already done or I missed the history about that one part and I was doing the wrong things. It made me insecure and maybe it was time that I stepped down, let other deal with it that where still up to speed and detail. Took me a long time to accept this part and than finally after another failed attempt I made the decision, time to give up and take it easy. Though it did not went that way as I planned it.. nothing really does in my life. People assume to know all and never really ask, draw conclusions and with it making up their mind, thinking they know it all. Nothing I can do there so I will leave it at that, the evil was done it seems and I was the devil in person.

Maybe someday they will think back and wonder if they where indeed right or maybe something did not add up right.

In the mean time I lost touch with Noh, the once a month pokes did not really make things happen and in the time I was sick I spend time with her, this time as huntress and later as the priest you now know now .. I think.

It made me realize that once again I lost what I cared for when I got back to the Steamwheedle world and that made things not easier. Others where still around and I got persuaded to help a friend of mine with heals they needed on their raids. Since I never refused the question of help I did so. Seems to me that all I can do is help people and get in trouble for it in some way or the other. Than again it was refreshing to use the trial and error method again and even exciting to see that on the first few attempts we got more than halfway.

It somehow distracted me from the loneliness I had but the nagging feeling was still dormant and reared it’s ugly head at times. In these moments I had to see Noh again, she could sooth my mind and talking to her was feeling all to familiar again.. I missed it

Knowing we where literally worlds apart things where not made easier for us, but we hung in there … barely.

Feelings are odd, they come and go but some stay slumbering, dormant but always present.

Night had her things to do with her guild, Staci had hers and I was doing mindless dailies what was not the best thing to do as it gave me time to think.

I missed Noh ... and now even more.

I guess that unless one of us made the decision we would not be on the same world and the distance would remain. I took a deep breath, had a few sleepless nights on weighing the advantages and the consequences and felt I did not had much of a choice. She would never return to me as from what happened here in the past with her guild and how she got used ... Literally used... add my experience from recent times and the choice was made.

I’d go to her and maybe we could start to pick up again on where we left off.

Who knows … maybe it was the right time.

Where it goes from now on, I do not know, I wish I did.

Literally in between 2 worlds at the moment and they are both are about the change.

Seems this had to be written, been on my mind for a long time now and it was looking for a way out and this was it than. I know where my destiny is, I only do not know if I can do what it takes to make it happen within a few days or even weeks. This time it will take longer and, for sure, will be needed to put in more effort than before.

So next time, a more happy adventure.

Priestly hugs.

Keni.

 
New beginnings E-mail
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What a week .. packed with new things and impressions and new people.

I’ll explain.

 

For a while now I know that my other part has moved to another world. The pain, sorrows and sadness over lost people was to much for her and to be able to survive she moved elsewhere.

Now I know it will sound like she fled but if you could see the sadness in her eyes and the pain on her face whenever she was around, you would have done the same thing.

 

I will not go into details as that is her part of the story and not mine to tell.

It does not take much to know that even I was part of this, maybe justified, maybe not .. maybe I should have tried harder .. questions that will never be answered as it has happened, can’t change the past and will have to look towards the future.

 

This is the reason I decided to switch also and give the both of us a new start on a new place and new people around us. It felt right and it was time to take action.

 

So .. time to pack and organise things .. poke the last one in my list that was still around and one last look around the place where we spend a lot of time, closing my eyes and taking a deep breath I stepped into the unknown knowing that if I opened them, I’d be on a new place on what from appearances looks the same but the people are different and I am with her again.. not only in cross world whispers, but looking at her .. feeling her and able to hug her.

 

Sounds fades and new ones came to me, I had arrived, opening my eyes I looked around and saw people running around, some standing, sting or on a mount, a lot of chatting and the buzz of a crowd was there again. For a second I feared it did not work and I was still on the old world but a quick look at my little notebook and on the friends page I saw it was empty, it had been wiped clean.

 

A new but familiar feeling came upon me, one of happiness, comforting, secure and pleasure. It took me a little to figure it out but than I remembered. It was the presence of the one I moved for, she was here and I could feel her. It made me smile and happy.

 

But what now .. I mean, I’m there .. in a strange world where I know no one, well not really no one as I was here a long time ago for a little while but I know for sure they do not remember me as not only I went by another name, also a whole other class. In whispers I said I arrived to her.

 

I think I can mention her name now, will mention it more anyway and it will take away the urge for people to say “Who is she?, give us a name!..”, her name is Noh, she wanders this world as an orc huntress. Though appearances are different, I know who she is as I can see the sky light up if she is close.

 

She had told her guild master of my arrival, as she wanted to have me around her all the time, and he seemed eager to talk to me, so I got a name I had to find and contact. The name was “Zeon” so in my up most polite way I could think of I send him a message. Turned out it was not needed to be all formal.. just my luck .. want to make an good first impression I over do it.

He wanted to know all about me.. my history and some more.

 

I was nervous, really nervous and when I wanted to write anything it did not make sense, wasn’t right or had the words mixed up, knowing he had a raid to lead I decided it might be better to answer them some other time so he could focus more on leading his guild though the nasty place of Ice crown.

 

Several whispers later that I send to him what was intended for Noh, I need to get my head fixed somehow, sending them to wrong persons all the time, he asked me if I wanted to join for the place as they wanted me to join on their adventure.

 

And there I stood, at the entrance of ICC, the huge gate and the portal they made to enter. I gently stepped in and was amazed by the large entrance, wish I can get a home like that someday, I’d love it if that would happen but I fear for now I will have to do with my little house in Winterspring. All had arrived and we went forward, slaying some of the not so important creatures that where there till we found two little doggies. The thought of giving them doggie treats crossed my mind but when I saw he’d attack us on sight, that though made place for deciding the spells needed to keep people alive .. darn nasty doggies.

Tough as expected we survived thanks to Ahaja who, in my world is a great admirable healer, way better then I am.

 

As you can imagine, not much fantasy is needed to do this, we encountered the one we where looking for. One big ugly looking fellow. On first sight you think he’d been playing with gnomish grenades cause he was all sowed up but than again .. the one that did it needs to do some classed also, it was all wrong … kind of felt sorry for him being this way.

We confronted him with it and right away he started to hit people, the rude bastard .. so we returned the favour .. though he had help from someone that at the time we where teaching him manners, he had to fix pipes with some ugly toxic slime .. if you ask me he could have waited till we where done here, but noooo , he did it while we thought the ugly one a lesson.

 

Though we had many nice attempts to see if could convince him we gave up and would come back later to do it again. Rudeness like this needs to be disciplined.

 

People still where up for some more things to do and we went to see if we could get the mean dragon that houses in The Obsidian Sanctum, a part of the Chamber of Aspects. So there we went and rushed in, killed all but the three drakes and the majesty herself.

 

Though after awesome attempts we almost got it done, almost being the keyword.

It proved to be a little much of a fight for us in the current condition though next time .. they will get him for sure, convinced of it.

 

All in all I got a peak in the guild Noh is in, all I can say that is that they are nice people, skilled and eager to learn and not afraid to try and most important, to learn.

I now can imagine why she loves it there and wants me in there also.

 

But .. I need to answer Zeon’s questions first and will have to do a lot of heroics to make that happen. Not sure if I can make it come true before the doom hits, more signs appear the world will undergo changes soon.

 

For me, I think I can find my place in there without many problems, will be some adjusting cause I been alone for so long.

 

 

When I know more, I’ll let you know.

 

Blessed hugs from a holy priest.

 

Kenisha.

 

 
Namechange and finished exams E-mail
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Sadly I had to change my name as the gods told me my name was used before but a error made it able to reuse the name and there was a problem with the world if we had the same name.

As I was later then the “original” Karanthia in getting my name, I had to change it, I do not want to be responsible for destruction of the world I try to save, I changed it for the sake of the world.

 

This means I now am known as Kenisha

 

Well, it has been a long time since I have written anything.

It has been a hell of a ride the last few weeks but these days are over now, entered some quieter waters and things have time to settle now.

Thanks to Jaeni who stood by my side all the time during my endeavor to my final exam I have finished training and am now looking at the real work.

Work as in healing through hard places and making sure people get out of there alive.

I know it will not be easy at first, a lot of training to be done and new things to explore that my trainer thought me .. well he did rip me off for it, I know that for a fact.

20G a new spell .. I would not call that fair to be honest…

 

Anyway, as I said the training is over, finally and thanks to Jaeni I can enter most places without a real problem .. I hope, she gave me a robe to wear that suits my needs, same as the gloves that goes with it and I have to say, the moonshroud Robe and matching gloves really suit me, I even look nice in them *grin* , good to seduce people to take me along with them to whatever place they intend to go to.

 

To be honest I have to say that if it was not for Jaeni I have my doubts if I would have made it through.

Times as a healer is not really easy, people tend to blame the healer first and decide to replace the healer, while the tank in many cases is really not suited for the role it has chosen.

So I have seen a Warrior in a place being trained as fury or a paladin as healer.

In both cases I had a really hard time keeping them up and when a few times we failed they blamed me while I was doing all I can to keep them alive though my mana was not enough for it.

Confronting the tank with his damage he took lead to my removal of the group as I was not “qualified” for healer …

 

Oh well, will have to get used to that I suppose, time will tell if that is a standard wy to deal with the rare breed of healers, their loss, not mine, I have Jaeni to support me if needed … if I see her again that is …

When I finished my training she kissed me goodbye and left, I doubt I’ll ever see her again for any place, if I understood her right, she was only here to help me getting to finish my training.

Though my hoped are up, will miss her dearly if she does not return once in a while to poke me, I’d love that.

 

Good thing Zalmea was there to comfort me as she’s really nice, caring and helped me when I got lost not knowing what to do now.

Sometimes she shows sides I have not seen of her but than again, so do I to her I suppose.

 

Well, time to get going, new adventures awaits for me and I am ready for them.

 

*hugs*

 

Kenisha

 
Exit Eversong, Hello Ghostlands E-mail
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Yes, made 2 levels today and got loads of quests to do now in the ghostlands.

Left the Eversong Woods for good and do not intend to return there for any quest at all.

I am 12 now *Flex*, old enough for the bigger creatures and they will know I am ready for them.

 

Found the hunter again and we teamed up done some of the last quests in Eversong and than we rushed into the Ghost lands, have to say she does know how to use her pet *grin* in more ways than 1 …

Had a good time and enjoyed it really well, think she needs to slow down some so we can do more together, would be nice but that is her choice to make, all I can do is to ask, who knows.

Thus that will be the next thing I ask when I see her.

 

People in Tranquilling are really  nice, they had a lot of tasks for us and it will take some time before I am don with it, maybe even gain another level … or 2 even. Will see as time will tell.

Gaining popularity with them is easy, ran in, talked to a few and done a few tasks and I’m already a friendly face in that town, wonder how long it will take before they worship me there *grin* “Bow for the mighty Priest Karanthia” if they ever will.. but Hey, one may have dreams, can I ?

 

Back to doing my tasks now as till they do, I need to prove myself

 

 

*Cuddles*

 
Level 10! E-mail
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 Yes, made it, gained my 10th level as priest and gosh .. it has changed nothing besides that my spells are slightly more expensive now, a small preview on the lvl 80 ones of 25G each …

Like I am looking forward to that  … NOT!.

Oh well, seems to be that way and I can’t help it.

It was patch day today and as always I had to update all I had, game add-ons, memory and my common sense.

It is horrible on where setting seem to go to when the game changes one version, we have to also.

But, have it all working now and went back to my quests, I did read something about a cross realm group thingy  .. available at lvl 15 .. something I think they failed to mention, back to good ol’ questing ooorr .. BATTLE GROUNDS … Oh yeah.

Jolly …

 

Me as level 10 with all 19’s trying to defend and yes, once again I get one shotted but now I have a decent change when I can shield and heal myself, that evens the odds.

Got several achievements and that always feels nice, should not complain.

I will have my moment of glory when I am 19 and they are 10 *evul grin*

 

*cuddles*

 
Strangers E-mail
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 Sometimes it happens, you meet people and they actually want to help or are just friendly.

Sadly I have to say I know the sad version more than the good one, though, yestersay it did happen.

 

Walking around in Eversong Woods towards a quest I met her while she ran around also, gave her my fortitude buff as it only cost me a some mana and ran on, she invited me and we sort of stuck together doing quests and killing things.

 

It was nice to experience this, it has been a long time ago since I have been below the levels of 50 and the attitudes of “I want this” or “*ninja’d Item, evul laugh, *player left the group*” actions.

 

Hopefully she did not level to much and that hunter I pitied will also be there, would be nice to make a sort of level group and go from there.

 

Although that hunter part needs some more explaining.

Gathered some grenades and was able to throw one in time, she stopped and came back to me.

I thought I’d get my Belfish behind kicked but it ended in a conversation and it was actually nice.

Later on she turned 10 and I’d congratulated her, she now can get a pet.

It for sure will make life on her easier.

 

Will know more tonight when I can poke people again *smiles*

 

*cuddles*